Billy Connolly: ‘It could be beautiful on the opposite aspect’ | Billy Connolly

A fostered-off schoolboy going nowhere quick, turned apprentice welder on the Clyde. A welder turned regionally fashionable musician. A musician turned nationally fashionable comedian. A comic book turned Hollywood actor and an actor turned New York artist, then a retiree who’s lately been muttering his memoirs right into a recording gadget within the Florida Keys… Billy Connolly has already been by means of one or two massive transitions in his life. Maybe it’s no shock that the 78-year-old, who has been ailing with Parkinson’s for a while, can resist the following transition (the final one) with such a playful disposition. If he ever finds himself brooding on dying, Connolly confesses, after we chat one autumn morning, he’ll shake alongside his wrist somewhat bracelet made out of small, plastic skulls. He wears the bracelet most days now. And in his thoughts, Connolly says, the skulls symbolize dying. However (twist!) they’ve all been solid in shiny, jolly colors. “I discover that takes the scare away.”

It has simply turned 11.30am within the Keys. Connolly says that he wasn’t very lengthy off the bed when he left the house he shares together with his spouse, Pamela Stephenson, and walked to a neighbouring home belonging to one in every of their daughters. There, in a quiet and well-lit room that he makes use of as an artwork studio, he plugged his listening to aids right into a specifically geared up pc and logged on to Zoom for our chat. He sits ahead in a straightforward chair now, explaining that it’ll take some getting out of, this chair, when he’s finished. Numerous rocking and jerking, he guesses, till he’s upright. However he’ll face that downside when he will get to it. “What works on a Monday, to get you out of a chair, doesn’t at all times work by Wednesday. It may be a merciless illness.”

Connolly has lengthy white hair that he’s tied again. The well-known beard, striped with gray, has been formed right into a type of dangling sporran over his mouth, chin and throat. He wears black round specs and black garments, fairly a forbidding look; however his is a type of heat, confessional personalities, and rapidly you are feeling you may ask him something, simply as long as questions come from a spot of sincere curiosity concerning the human expertise. It’s one thing he’s very interested by himself.

‘I’ve simply bought a sense we don’t simply flip to shite’: Billy Connolly. {Photograph}: Brian Smith/The Observer

I need to know, if he’s not fearful of dying, then does he resent it as a second when the busy experience of life has to cease? Does he take into consideration all of the occasions and funny-anecdotes-in-the-making that may go on happening with out him, afterwards?

Connolly chuckles softly. “I do really feel that. Cheated, in a approach? But it surely hasn’t occurred but. So how can I’ve been cheated? And who is aware of? It could be so beautiful on the opposite aspect that you just don’t ever take into consideration that.”

There’ll be one other aspect, you suppose?

“I’m certain there’s one thing. I’m certain there’s one thing.”


“I don’t know, lately, I’ve simply bought a sense that there’s. That we don’t simply flip to shite. Mebbe that is my refusal to simply accept one thing so mundane.”

Billy Connolly with wife Pamela Stephenson, 1985.
Being the Massive Yin: with spouse Pamela Stephenson, 1985. {Photograph}: Steve Fenton/Shutterstock

You imply: that after a unprecedented life, probably the most peculiar factor will occur to you, too?

“Sure. That I’ll be squashed, like another backyard mite, and that’ll be the top. Properly that can’t be what occurs, can it?”

At the least in our dialog, Connolly doesn’t discuss with Parkinson’s by identify. As a substitute he calls it “it”, a part of a deliberate technique, is my guess, to belittle the sickness and diminish its maintain over him. “I’m nonetheless fairly ignorant about it,” Connolly smiles. “There are lengths I select to not go to, when it comes to details about it. And that works for me. As soon as, I used to be invited to a gathering of those who had it, in a resort right here in Florida, and I went with my son. I couldn’t wait to go away. Place was full of people that thought of it on a regular basis. They’d clearly surrendered themselves to it. I haven’t.”

He runs his arms into his hair, making the cranium bracelet clack. “Although typically I consider it like a wierd animal. One which sits beside you and says, ‘How will you get on with out this?’ – earlier than it takes away one thing else. I can’t play the banjo any extra. My handwriting’s gone. My yodelling’s gone… Y’know,” he says, “I fly quite a bit in my desires. I fly in an upright place, with an influence that comes out the soles of my toes.”

Similar to Iron Man, I say.

“Sure! And I’ve one other dream. It occurs usually. I’m on a excessive aircraft. There are individuals who need me to come back to them, however they’re on a low aircraft, down a cliff. I’ve to get down there, too, so I step off. I fall, vertically. And I land on my toes.” Connolly holds out his arms. “I don’t know what that’s about.”

Comedy Trio American comedian Robin Williams (left) outside Langan’s restaurant, London, with English comedian Dudley Moore (1935 - 2002) and Scottish comic Billy Connolly (right), circa 1985
Comedy trio: with Robin Williams and Dudley Moore, 1985. {Photograph}: Dave Hogan/Getty Photographs

Having simply learn his new guide of memoirs, Windswept & Fascinating, I believe I may need some concept what that’s about. Connolly suffered by means of some distinctive and appalling issues in his youth, particularly as a really younger baby in Glasgow. He and his sister, Florence, have been deserted by their teenage mom within the Nineteen Forties. They have been cared for (barely) by aunts. Later, by the hands of his father, Connolly suffered sexual abuse. In his 20s and 30s, even whereas he rose to prominence as a banjo participant and a comic, he was a functioning alcoholic. Nonetheless, he survived all this. And at a sure level, the story of Connolly’s life turned one in every of any person touchdown on their toes, again and again, identical to that tumbling imaginative and prescient of himself within the dream.

Take as one instance his startling monitor report with site visitors accidents. He as soon as escaped an exploding Morris Minor (he was 20ish) and later fell asleep on the wheel of a dashing Beetle and crashed off a motorway right into a subject (40ish). He barrel-rolled in a lemon yellow Land Rover off a winding Highlands highway (60ish). Casually recounting all of this in his guide, Connolly sounds shocked, amused, even mildly outraged that he ought to have lived lengthy sufficient to hit previous age and incapacity.

Billy Connolly on stage in 1975.
On the way in which up: on stage in 1975. {Photograph}: Pictorial Press Ltd/Alamy

He was as soon as described by a pal as “a welder who bought away with it” and Connolly places a variety of retailer by that appraisal. In spite of everything, he rose from a crappy childhood and a youth as a labourer to change into a sir, an honorary physician (4 occasions over), a detailed pal to Pythons, Beatles and Stones, a king in one of many Hobbit motion pictures, a co-star of Cruise and Dench. He owns three homes on the identical road in Florida, so that his grown-up kids might be his neighbours in the event that they want to be. As a substitute of strolling the 100 yards to see one another, his spouse and children can swim alongside a river that connects the properties, dodging manatees and domesticated alligators. He principally loved dictating his memoirs over the previous 12 months, Connolly says, and little surprise: “ all of it from a distance, if you’re snug, if you don’t have any of the youthful individual’s horrors on your aspirations – all of it feels behind you, in a great way. You’re a profitable man. You reside in Key West. You’re telling the entire story.”

He can now not write prose himself. He gave up performing standup comedy years in the past. However this new guide was put collectively utilizing the stays of these two misplaced abilities. Forward of a “writing” session, Connolly would sit with a number of of his daughters, who volunteered to assist craft the guide. He geed himself up with cups of tea after which he gave them a present, his final, most definitely – a freewheeling monologue of recollections and tales that they listened to, laughed at, cried at, jotted down, and slowly began to form right into a 400-page narrative. If his daughters weren’t round to dictate to, he says, he typically picked up his smartphone and spoke right into a digital dictation app known as Otter. Boy, although, did Otter know how one can make a large number of his accent. Otter has by no means been to Glasgow in its fucking life, Connolly chunters.

Billy Connolly with Pamela Stephenson after being knighted.
On present: with Pamela Stephenson after being knighted in 2017. {Photograph}: AFP/Getty Photographs

Stephenson, his spouse of 32 years, places her head across the door to inform Connolly she’s off within the automobile to run an errand. “OK!” says Connolly, turning to me so as to add, “Wait a minute until she’s out the door.”

“Why?” asks Stephenson, smiling. “You gonna discuss me?”

Connolly, with none malice, merely as if it’s the one topic he ever has in thoughts, says: “Yeah.”

They met on the set of Not the 9 O’Clock Information, the Nineteen Eighties sketch present, when Stephenson was an everyday solid member and Connolly a visitor. He noticed her whizzing down a studio hall in a purchasing trolley and was tremendously charmed. Each have been married on the time.

After the episode was filmed they didn’t see one another once more for a 12 months. In that point Connolly separated from Iris Pressagh, his first spouse and the mom of his oldest two kids, Cara and Jamie. Within the memoirs he blames his travelling for work, his ingesting and his basic wildness. He was on one other lengthy comedy tour, gigging in Brighton, when Stephenson got here to see him backstage. She sat on the sink in his altering room and admitted that her marriage was over, too. They slept collectively that night time. Within the morning, when a roadie coolly walked into Connolly’s resort room to pack his stuff (as if the very fact of there being a brand new lady within the mattress was such a standard prevalence it didn’t warrant fundamental politeness), Stephenson challenged the boys’s boorish behaviour. This may change into a theme of the connection to come back.

She was the primary individual to inform Connolly instantly, no messing, “You’re ingesting an excessive amount of.” He promised her he would cease, and tried to a number of occasions. His concern of her leaving him spurred him on. Generally, he says, he has desires the place he’s drunk once more. “I’m at all times on the way in which house, after, pondering, ‘Oh God, what’s going to I say to Pamela? How will I clarify this?’ Within the desires I believe, ‘She’ll by no means forgive me.’ However truly I believe she would forgive me.”

Billy Connolly standing on a rock, sea and blue sky behind him, arms reaching out to the side
‘Are you able to go fishing eternally?’ Billy Connolly, now dwelling in Key West, Florida, displays on one in every of his favorite actions. {Photograph}: Brian Smith

Throwing in his lot with costly cigars as an alternative of booze as a principal vice, Connolly had his final ever drink in December 1985. By now he and Stephenson had had the primary of their three daughters, Daisy, later adopted by Amy and Scarlett. When Stephenson bought a job as a sketch performer on Saturday Evening Reside, the household moved to New York. He had lengthy been infamous within the UK, ever since a Seventies look on Michael Parkinson’s talkshow, when, towards orders from his personal supervisor, Connolly informed a favorite joke about burying his spouse bottom-up within the backyard. (“I wanted someplace to park ma bike.”) It wasn’t till he did some standup on Whoopi Goldberg’s HBO particular in 1989 that he made a reputation for himself within the US. Quickly after that he bought a component in a sitcom, Head of the Class, and the household moved once more to LA.

When Stephenson turned a US citizen, through green-card lottery, it was immediate sufficient for them to marry. They did so on a seaside in Fiji, bagpipes taking part in, the theme from The Archers sung by a choir as Stephenson got here down the aisle. There have been well-known friends aplenty. Ringo Starr was nearly bitten by a snake. In what feels like a fairly blissful marriage that adopted, there have been many extra celeb-fest events (both within the States or within the household’s summer-holiday pile within the Cairngorns), at the same time as Stephenson left showbiz and retrained as a therapist.

As for Connolly, he spent his 40s, 50s and 60s fashioning a fairly first rate film profession, showing in a Pixar film (Courageous), a Tom Cruise blockbuster (The Final Samurai), one in every of Peter Jackson’s Center-earth sagas (The Hobbit: The Battle of the 5 Armies) and – finest – in Mrs Brown, because the kilted boyf of a widowed Queen Victoria. Judi Dench performed the Queen. The 2 of them used to put £50 bets with one another, about how lengthy scenes would take to wrap. Dench, the veteran, at all times received.

The largest shock in his life, Connolly writes in his new guide, was not that he blagged it so far as he did in Hollywood (after the Hobbit movie, he remembers with hilarity, “I used to be a wee plastic toy in a breakfast cereal… I used to be even in a McDonald’s Glad Meal”), however that he turned an artist in center age, and a fairly profitable one. The household had moved to New York. His daughters have been beginning to go away house for school. Bored, sooner or later, he purchased some artwork provides and commenced drawing peculiar figures. There are examples of his work on the partitions of the room he’s sitting in immediately. Connolly cranes round, rigorously, to explain them. “That’s a man fishing with an angel. That’s somewhat man on stilts.” His work has collectors. It will get exhibited. “Nonetheless can’t get my head round it.”

Judi Dench on horseback with Billy Connolly holding the reins in a scene from Mrs Brown
Function play: with Judi Dench in Mrs Brown. {Photograph}: Photograph 12/Alamy

Within the early 2010s, he was again in Los Angeles to make a visitor look on Conan O’Brien’s talkshow, and strolling again from one in every of his beloved cigar retailers, when a random physician he handed gave him a fast, blunt, street-diagnosis of Parkinson’s illness, primarily based fully on Connolly’s gait. It was a shock, in fact. (And an unbelievable little bit of cheek on the a part of the physician, I counsel.) After formal checks confirmed the analysis, the household moved as soon as extra, this time to Florida. “Pamela had already purchased the home when she informed me we have been going,” Connolly says. “Off we went. The entire concept was to get me away from the slippery sidewalks. I used to be beginning to fall.”

He misses the shoe retailers of New York. The cigar retailers, too. Not so way back, he tells me, he was trying to find one thing in his examine and he discovered one unsmoked cigar in a case. He’d given them up. Attributable to issues from his sickness, the tobacco had began to make him really feel dizzy and drunk: not a welcome sensation for a recovering alcoholic. However now Connolly took the stray cigar out to his decking, sat in entrance of the river, lit up, and tried a puff. He tried yet another. “And it was good. I sat there for about 10 minutes, till the wobblies got here on.” Connolly stubbed out his closing cigar unfinished, and threw it away.

Billy Connolly in a kilt in 2011
Vogue assertion: in a kilt in 2011. {Photograph}: Andrew H Walker/Getty Photographs

He has misplaced lots of people near him lately, together with his supervisor Steve Brown and numerous actor pals, together with Sean Connery and Robin Williams. When his sister Florence died six years in the past, Connolly tells me, he skilled an unsettling season of paranoia. “She used to beat folks up at college who have been selecting on me. She ended up being a faculty trainer. When Flo died I bought an irrational terror that I used to be gonna be picked on once more. A wave would come over me, that I used to be unsafe, that I used to be uncovered. Then it could go away once more.” Years earlier he had been unable to go to both his father or his mom on their deathbeds, regardless of, in each circumstances, getting all the way in which to the hospital automobile park. The combination of unhappiness, love, resentment and pity was at all times an excessive amount of.

On condition that he found a strategy to write about his life that was efficient, together with his kids taking dictation and shaping it into paragraphs, I ask if Connolly envisages writing extra books. “No,” he says, “too arduous, too many painful bits. And, in fact, I needed to clarify it to my daughters, away from the guide, what had gone on.” What about books on different topics, away from his personal story? “It’s tempting. However my daughters have their lives to guide.” He can nonetheless draw, although. And he can fish, he says, typically getting out on the Florida water together with his son. “Are you able to go fishing for ever?” he wonders. “Possibly you may.”

Earlier than we are saying goodbye, Stephenson checks in by cellphone from her driving errand. She needs to make it possible for Connolly is all proper and that he’ll be capable to get again alongside the highway to their neighbouring house as soon as our dialog ends. It’s usually finest if he has a member of the family round to haul him upright. In eating places, he teases me, he’s at all times cautious to decide on a desk served by “some actual beefy waiter, who can carry me on the finish”.

“Is every part OK, Billy?” Stephenson asks, over the cellphone. He throws a mischievous look my approach and says to her, “This dangerous man’s been making me cry.”

“Billy, will you be OK strolling house afterwards?”

“Yeah,” he sighs. “I keep in mind the way it’s finished.”

Windswept & Fascinating: My Autobiography by Billy Connolly is printed by Two Roads at £25. Purchase a duplicate for £21.75 at

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